kinda sick of shots

shots shots shots. did my shots yesterday and then went out to a show. i've been drinking soda at bars. ginger ale mostly.

tired at work around siesta time.

tonight's shots bled a little. i have several purplish bluish marks along my outer thigh. and i think even a couple spider veins that weren't there before? i'm not sure. i have sausage looking legs for sure. i'm really pale there. looks gross.
and then the menopur bruises make it look like i was hit with a pole in my belly.

i feel a fullness in the ovaries. all day yesterday i felt a bunch of 'action' like gas but it was movement in either ovary. i'd feel something on my left and then something on my right. they're getting swollen. i remember this strange feeling from last donation. i've never felt this sensation any other way. its like a protective, bloated, pressure, full ovary feeling. even walking home from work, with careless heavy steps, i slowed my pace, because the jolt of the ground and my feet were too much force for my comfort. not painful, but cautious and protective. i dont want to jump or dance or do anything that requires sudden movements.

they dont want me exercising either. theres a lot of liquid collecting around the eggs in my ovaries.

my first ultrasound is tomorrow.